Well, I freaked out today. It was one of those "everything that could go wrong went wrong" moments. I have an infection where one of my wisdom teeth is "coming in" so I had to go to the dentist because it hurts so bad. I'm not on Julie's insurance yet but we turned in the paperwork so it should be ok. So I thought. It turns out I need to get 3 wisdom teeth removed and that's expensive. So I called the insurance company to see if I was on officially and they said they have nothing. Also, just for kicks, they said there's a 30 day window after marriage to add a spouse. Well, that window is apparently closed. Want to know what the penalty is? I have to wait ONE YEAR to get on. A whole year???? Unbelievably stupid. So I'm freaking out and have no idea how to pay for this and my darn tooth hurts. :-(

I absolutely flipped. It's been a LONG time since I've felt so helpless and hopeless. I know Jesus will take care of us but it's the last thing I/we need right now.

Jesus, Jehovah Jirah, My Provider.