2.05.2002

Every once in a while I'm reminded that I only have one arm. Nobody ever tells me with their mouth, but the gawkers make me immediately aware that I'm different. Usually it doesn't bother me. But, sometimes...sometimes it does. I don't get mad at them, just self-concious. I don't try to hide it, I just notice it again. It's the strangest thing to see myself on video. I have one arm. That's weird. Seeing myself clap and other things I do that I just do...it's eye opening. Just thoughts from a one armer.